I promise it’ll be fun and you’ll make lots of money and you won’t regret it.
I just wanna lay here on my side and watch the xfiles instead, is all.
For Patrick’s cousin’s wedding. The wedding itself was super catholic and lame, and the priest kept going off on tangents during the middle of the ceremony and it was really awkward.
The dinner was fun, even though I was the only one who ordered a vegetarian meal at the whole place and when my food came out it was cold and kinda gross. I ate it anyway though because I was starving. Came home to get shit done and clean but ended up texting with Josh about shit instead, and then passing out in bed with my phone instead of getting done everything I needed to. So today is gonna be a bit of a cram day, workout in a few minutes followed by shower, work, and cleaning galore.
Today is abs and lower back + cardio. Yesterday was just cardio and yoga so I don’t feel too bad about missing it.
I’ve been feeling really sleepy the past few days but I’m gonna blame my period. I need to figure out what I’m gonna do about Josh being all upset with me. I really fucked some shit up last week and I don’t blame him for being mad at me. I just have a hard time fixing things sometimes. I’m bad at being a good person. I’m bad at not digging graves and not hurting people. I’m a jerk. Bleh.
Oh well. Gonna do my workout and try and put it out of my mind for now. Too much to do to worry about it at the moment.